Solitary Tears

I'm wading through the rivers deep
searching for the blessed sleep
tht long took leave of my abode
left me crying in night cold
dreams tht i saw left my eyes unclosed
the soothing moonlight on me
imposed bitter reality
i lost my faith
my tears dry.tearless i cried....
the thoughts made me weepy
my heart felt cold n mind numb...
the marrow in my bones stir..
a dreadful silence.......
tears on the verge of lids....
a bundle of mixed emotions
an awful long lasting night
suddenly.....
i was being shaken awake
strongly...... and i wondered.........
listening to the beautiful symphonies
there beyond the silent dready night
lies an endless beautiful day..
tht will b beautiful ever........