she regretted his loss of herself n her love..
she kept her patience every time sincerely by heart ,by mind..coz she always wanted to b beside hin forever..but he didnt wanted to b with her anymore..he didnt want to communicate with her coz even her voice stressed him whtever she may say.he told her tht she didnt stood by him in his difficult times..n didnt understood him at any level.n he felt bondage to the relationship....
I remember the visions of the day when he felt that he is completely in love with her.when he wanted her near always..when he wanted to do every little thing for her tht wud make her smile or giggle.now he feels tortured by her presence in his life...she is still the same girl for whom he professed his love so deeply n sweetly but now she happens to an unloved by him..he feels indifferent to her..to add insult to injury he remains incommunicado to her messages n questions...
After listening her ..i asked her,"did she try enough?.."did her love changed for him in difficult times?did she change for him?y doesnt she fight back instead of going away?y she tried to win him back after all the injuries n insults?.does she still love him?.....
She looked at me and her answer left me speechless..and thinking....
She firmly believed that time is never difficult but whn our priorities change..circumstances change n so do feelings..for our relationships..bondage is in every relationship....bondage of love n care so ur bonded to do certain things..out of love ..not by slavery...bondage to keep in touch affirms the secure soothing presence of ur loved one...coz u care for each other...
she nvr told him that patience was her forte still she learned .... but the more she kept it ..the more he tested n expected ..it isnt difficult to spare any form of communication if u really want to b a part of someone life...its not tht he doesnt hav time to communicate but its not wht he wants to do..to b in touch with her life or give her the right to b in touch with his life..so hes indifferent...and unresponsive...
u fall in luv by destiny but u fall out of love by choice..destiny jst plans n brings u closer to someone and then you carry the things forward by your choices n priorities ..how cud you know about someone's difficulties who's inaccessible?how cud you support and soothe someone who doesnt want you near and in his life?
By fighting back she may get him but thts not wht wud b right tht wud b really bondage not bonding...he had to...he has to come back on his own before time runs out for both of them.... he has to find his confidence back to call her back by himself....if he really wants to do that...cz . she tried to save this relationship every time with new energy n enthusiam but every time things collaspsed after few days coz he was nvr part of it...coz of his diversions he doesnt want her in his life...he did everything tht cud b done to hurt the relationship n her...
She knew things are over for them early on in difficult times ..but still a twinkling star far away in the sky didnt let her go hopeless for them....one day he swept her off her feet in love and now he swept her off out of his life....so she's walking away coz staying back isnt an option..
.she doesnt regret trusting him...n sharing her life with him..however time bound it had been..and she doesnt regret or deny anything said to him in love n anger....coz being with him was neither her weakness nor a constraint ....and she's thankful for all the times and moods --shared and unshared...
And she walked away with her gaze still at her empty hands n i stood there spellbound thinking ....does luv change this way?.that can anger b so bigger than the love so as to let your luv go out of your life??y do ppl need many attempts to start afresh? y not resolve at first attempt?y cant b things solved before relationships n feelings die?y dnt ppl understand tht u cant b stubborn in love?...
she walked away with a dead hope in her heart for him and leaving me alone to search for answers.......
i felt her pain of being broken..
i regretted his loss of her love....
Her last words echoed in my mind as I saw her leaving looking at her open n empty hands.."you cant ever n never want to..fall out of luv with the man ..you once loved..you were with him coz he was worthy of being in your life..now tht if he's not with you ..it doesnt mean he's unworthy n undeserving ..its jst tht priorities changed..so do feelings..its jst tht now he's not with you......and the time remains framed n memories etched on the core of your soul...so tht luv gets buried deep inside you"
she kept her patience every time sincerely by heart ,by mind..coz she always wanted to b beside hin forever..but he didnt wanted to b with her anymore..he didnt want to communicate with her coz even her voice stressed him whtever she may say.he told her tht she didnt stood by him in his difficult times..n didnt understood him at any level.n he felt bondage to the relationship....
I remember the visions of the day when he felt that he is completely in love with her.when he wanted her near always..when he wanted to do every little thing for her tht wud make her smile or giggle.now he feels tortured by her presence in his life...she is still the same girl for whom he professed his love so deeply n sweetly but now she happens to an unloved by him..he feels indifferent to her..to add insult to injury he remains incommunicado to her messages n questions...
After listening her ..i asked her,"did she try enough?.."did her love changed for him in difficult times?did she change for him?y doesnt she fight back instead of going away?y she tried to win him back after all the injuries n insults?.does she still love him?.....
She looked at me and her answer left me speechless..and thinking....
She firmly believed that time is never difficult but whn our priorities change..circumstances change n so do feelings..for our relationships..bondage is in every relationship....bondage of love n care so ur bonded to do certain things..out of love ..not by slavery...bondage to keep in touch affirms the secure soothing presence of ur loved one...coz u care for each other...
she nvr told him that patience was her forte still she learned .... but the more she kept it ..the more he tested n expected ..it isnt difficult to spare any form of communication if u really want to b a part of someone life...its not tht he doesnt hav time to communicate but its not wht he wants to do..to b in touch with her life or give her the right to b in touch with his life..so hes indifferent...and unresponsive...
u fall in luv by destiny but u fall out of love by choice..destiny jst plans n brings u closer to someone and then you carry the things forward by your choices n priorities ..how cud you know about someone's difficulties who's inaccessible?how cud you support and soothe someone who doesnt want you near and in his life?
By fighting back she may get him but thts not wht wud b right tht wud b really bondage not bonding...he had to...he has to come back on his own before time runs out for both of them.... he has to find his confidence back to call her back by himself....if he really wants to do that...cz . she tried to save this relationship every time with new energy n enthusiam but every time things collaspsed after few days coz he was nvr part of it...coz of his diversions he doesnt want her in his life...he did everything tht cud b done to hurt the relationship n her...
She knew things are over for them early on in difficult times ..but still a twinkling star far away in the sky didnt let her go hopeless for them....one day he swept her off her feet in love and now he swept her off out of his life....so she's walking away coz staying back isnt an option..
.she doesnt regret trusting him...n sharing her life with him..however time bound it had been..and she doesnt regret or deny anything said to him in love n anger....coz being with him was neither her weakness nor a constraint ....and she's thankful for all the times and moods --shared and unshared...
And she walked away with her gaze still at her empty hands n i stood there spellbound thinking ....does luv change this way?.that can anger b so bigger than the love so as to let your luv go out of your life??y do ppl need many attempts to start afresh? y not resolve at first attempt?y cant b things solved before relationships n feelings die?y dnt ppl understand tht u cant b stubborn in love?...
she walked away with a dead hope in her heart for him and leaving me alone to search for answers.......
i felt her pain of being broken..
i regretted his loss of her love....
Her last words echoed in my mind as I saw her leaving looking at her open n empty hands.."you cant ever n never want to..fall out of luv with the man ..you once loved..you were with him coz he was worthy of being in your life..now tht if he's not with you ..it doesnt mean he's unworthy n undeserving ..its jst tht priorities changed..so do feelings..its jst tht now he's not with you......and the time remains framed n memories etched on the core of your soul...so tht luv gets buried deep inside you"
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