this is a story of a girl and a boy in love and then one day.......
When they were drifting away from each other, the strain of music they once heard together may haunt them, reminding them that perhaps they didn’t try quite hard enough. He may not reveal outwardly the pain he feels over losing her, but still waters run deep, and earth sorrow runs even deeper. She will weep inconsolably for many a day, following her own fiery emotional pattern, but by and by she’ll forget n try to smile but they are wet smiles. Though she may watch the sunrise wistfully for years afterwards but she won’t ever express her feelings that she buried deep into her heart. She won’t tell him how she’s hurting inside-----why should she? He’s so cold and detached and barely even says hello when they pass on the street…he barely tries to call her up even when he knows that she will be waiting every moment….he didn’t even say that he loves her …he didn’t even smile and let that smile reach her…he didn’t even try to stop her when she left……
But what she doesn’t know that somewhere, deep within his lonely heart, he may be thinking things that she suspects, like, may be words as……….
I’ve lived many life’s since I stumbled into you
Yet I still believe in faerie tales
Like the alice and her prince.....
And I still believe you wanted me…
And it was pure wholesome love…
You’ll never know….but I’ll tell u anyway
I was lively in love the hour I met u
And died with sorrow when you walked away……
She doesn’t hear the words his heart speaks to her silently, of course. She’s thinking her own thoughts, remembering the thing he said to her, one dawn, as they were walking along the shore, by the lake……when he held her in his arms, and said quietly…..”and here you’ll stay, until it’s time for you to go.” Then she asked him,”when will that time be?” But he didn’t answer . So she never asked again.
And then one day he said,” wait or walk without me.” Then she asked him, ”when will that time be?” But he didn’t answer. So she walked away……..and he didn’t stopped her from going away from him…..and she didn’t stop thinking that it doesn’t matter to him if she stays or not…n so she walked away. She walked alone….all alone……hurt n dying…but he didn’t stop….
The tensions and troubles, the misunderstandings and lack of communication were formidable. Now she wishes she had stayed and held his hand when he was hurt. How could she have been so selfish? Now he thinks that may be he should have called her every morning instead of just waiting for her call, knowing that she was his, just to let her feel that he still needs her , wants her, loves her as always……How could he have been so selfish?
Remembering the message of the stars……..foresight is much better than hindsight…but it still might not be too late to say, ”I’m sorry.ILU,ur mine n im yours and thts the only truth". it’s never too late for those who really love. and even when these two who once cared so much for each other are apart….wherever they are…love is winking at both of them, shining the message of her light on his loneliness, with a sparkling promise of may be a new tomorrow. when they will be together ever again….....
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Solitary sorrow....
As we depart today dear
perhaps we will only meet in dreams again
Like waters in the shallow cracks of road after the rain
As life’s sun relentelessly beats down weary body
The dew dropped memories in dark dungeons of brain
Seem gory n assemble thoughts tht often lie too deep for tears
Like a moth to a flame,I’ll b drawn to unknown fears
I’ll seek to relive those memories tht wink at moments of lament
And as the past hangs like a fairy veil,the clouds wud roll in ….
I’ll feel your luv in the empty void
I’ll feel you by my side as the wind drifts by
I’ll see you before my eyes among the fading sights
And at nights in the cradle of deep hung shadows
tht throttle the mind’s burrow
I’ll lay to rest with fog in throat n mist on my face
Enveloped with the solitary sorrow…
perhaps we will only meet in dreams again
Like waters in the shallow cracks of road after the rain
As life’s sun relentelessly beats down weary body
The dew dropped memories in dark dungeons of brain
Seem gory n assemble thoughts tht often lie too deep for tears
Like a moth to a flame,I’ll b drawn to unknown fears
I’ll seek to relive those memories tht wink at moments of lament
And as the past hangs like a fairy veil,the clouds wud roll in ….
I’ll feel your luv in the empty void
I’ll feel you by my side as the wind drifts by
I’ll see you before my eyes among the fading sights
And at nights in the cradle of deep hung shadows
tht throttle the mind’s burrow
I’ll lay to rest with fog in throat n mist on my face
Enveloped with the solitary sorrow…
Parting ways...
Time has come for us to depart
The moment has come tht’ll set us apart
So strong is the feeling of pain
The sorrowful moments tends to drain
All fond memories which I cherished
All days of joys seem to hav perished
Y the life the way it is?
Cudnt it b like bliss?
A bliss whr thr’s no room
For sorrow , for parting
No worries , no anxiety
I think I ponder but dnt get the answer
Im intrigued im puzzled by confusion
I’m ill at ease…….
The turmoil the agony does not cease
Till at last words re-echo through
A pearly heart..whispering words…
“we choose to b guided by the lamp
Of hope ..of wishfulness..
Which is dim ..yet lighted
The moment has come tht’ll set us apart
So strong is the feeling of pain
The sorrowful moments tends to drain
All fond memories which I cherished
All days of joys seem to hav perished
Y the life the way it is?
Cudnt it b like bliss?
A bliss whr thr’s no room
For sorrow , for parting
No worries , no anxiety
I think I ponder but dnt get the answer
Im intrigued im puzzled by confusion
I’m ill at ease…….
The turmoil the agony does not cease
Till at last words re-echo through
A pearly heart..whispering words…
“we choose to b guided by the lamp
Of hope ..of wishfulness..
Which is dim ..yet lighted
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Marriage Mantra's 4...dedicated to pawan...
ME N HIM------
@his clarity in life is incredible.
@it warms my heart to think tht i have got married to such a strong person.i cant thank GOD enough for HE bestowed HIS blessing on me in the shape of the man tht he is.
@his ability to make me believe tht u can set vry high standards in ur mind abt ur partner n its still possible to get such a person.he made me believe ths years ago n he proved it rgt in all these years .
@I derive my power from him.how much i may get exhausted,i still get energetic whn i see him around.
@he has a lot more faith in me thn i ever had in me.
@we dnt get much couple time due to professions but whnever we are toghter we spend a lot with each other n he makes it so soothing n happy coz he's around.
@I like the way his mind functions.he's very sorted n vry decisive.
@I always feel a dazzling vibrancy in his persona n he colours the time n space with his presence.
@he's the best i cud ever ask for.he goes out of his way to do tht something extra.
@we appreciate each other professional liabilities n commimtments.he taught tht its equally symbolic of being toghter.
@my luv for him makes me forget anything tht irritates me.
@I see n sense his power every moment.
@he talks less as compared to my chitter chatter n i get worried if he talks a lot.
@we are at opposite spectrums e.g im hyper charged 24@7 n hes unfazed always.we are like north n south poles in hobbies habits but still feel so close feel toghter always.
@wht endears me to him is tht he lets me be me.he nvr imposes on me anything.
@he's not fussy abt anything not even food.n thts whr i feel ki i wish he b fussy smetimes n keeps me on my toes to please him..heheheh
@its wonderfully gifted to b feel content abt everything n thts wht he he makes me live like ths.
@his clarity in life is incredible.
@it warms my heart to think tht i have got married to such a strong person.i cant thank GOD enough for HE bestowed HIS blessing on me in the shape of the man tht he is.
@his ability to make me believe tht u can set vry high standards in ur mind abt ur partner n its still possible to get such a person.he made me believe ths years ago n he proved it rgt in all these years .
@I derive my power from him.how much i may get exhausted,i still get energetic whn i see him around.
@he has a lot more faith in me thn i ever had in me.
@we dnt get much couple time due to professions but whnever we are toghter we spend a lot with each other n he makes it so soothing n happy coz he's around.
@I like the way his mind functions.he's very sorted n vry decisive.
@I always feel a dazzling vibrancy in his persona n he colours the time n space with his presence.
@he's the best i cud ever ask for.he goes out of his way to do tht something extra.
@we appreciate each other professional liabilities n commimtments.he taught tht its equally symbolic of being toghter.
@my luv for him makes me forget anything tht irritates me.
@I see n sense his power every moment.
@he talks less as compared to my chitter chatter n i get worried if he talks a lot.
@we are at opposite spectrums e.g im hyper charged 24@7 n hes unfazed always.we are like north n south poles in hobbies habits but still feel so close feel toghter always.
@wht endears me to him is tht he lets me be me.he nvr imposes on me anything.
@he's not fussy abt anything not even food.n thts whr i feel ki i wish he b fussy smetimes n keeps me on my toes to please him..heheheh
@its wonderfully gifted to b feel content abt everything n thts wht he he makes me live like ths.
Marriage mantra's 3.....Relationship Rules...Some Do's.....
these are the things i learned being married...being married to pawan-a gifted n wonderful person who taught me life..
Some do's--------
*expand n develop the art of sharing not jst the big things but the little delightful things;the book ur reading,the joke tht u hear n hoard fr him,the sunset u call him out to watch,the enchanting unbelievable things u found out.
*make ur home an oasis of quiteness in a noisy world.
*if thr's ever an argument discuss it out n nvr go to sleep with the fight still on.he says tht even if worst happens n u goona feel luv for each other again after say 2 months 2 weeks 2 days or 2 hours or 20 min thn y waste even 2 min in fury n anger...lets talk..y stay away frm each other for even 2 min...
*after an argument,b the first one to say sorry(regardless of whose fault was tht),make amends n plan out a picnic or get together out on the lake or evening at the garden among soothing greens.
even if he will b the first one to break the ice,to say sorry-it will b ONLY he n ONLY he to whom u wud b going to talk ,to open ur heart.so it doesnt matter if u say sorry first.its gr8 to b loved by smeone.get his love back at the earliest.
*give ur partner the utmost importance in ur life,the first preference.leave everything aside for him-all the social frnds,the busy chores,other fun.he is most fun to b with.he's important.he's yours,only yours.be his n love his life
@retain ur differences n individual strong identities n learn to njoy thm.if 2 ppl are absolutely similar thr's no charm left if life.maintaing one's own individuality while still respecting the partner's need is imp. no two ppl are the same but the idea of being wedded is to come together n understand each other.its abt compassion n harmony
@respect is a imp key factor. n give space to each other
@the glue tht keeps a marriage together is the ability to let each other b the way he/she is.trying to force anything-ur habits likes dislikes friends on ur partner will make him suffocated.
@live n let live n thts his favorite.
@enjoy waking up next to each other with luv in ur eyes n cherish tht feeling of absolute joy
@let the child remain in u beside being mature.
@to adapt from living all by urself to being with someone else ,a lot of flexibility is needed
@a marriage works if it has to despite kids n profession..give ur full worth to the relationship n leave beside ur ego
cheers n njoy life.
Some do's--------
*expand n develop the art of sharing not jst the big things but the little delightful things;the book ur reading,the joke tht u hear n hoard fr him,the sunset u call him out to watch,the enchanting unbelievable things u found out.
*make ur home an oasis of quiteness in a noisy world.
*if thr's ever an argument discuss it out n nvr go to sleep with the fight still on.he says tht even if worst happens n u goona feel luv for each other again after say 2 months 2 weeks 2 days or 2 hours or 20 min thn y waste even 2 min in fury n anger...lets talk..y stay away frm each other for even 2 min...
*after an argument,b the first one to say sorry(regardless of whose fault was tht),make amends n plan out a picnic or get together out on the lake or evening at the garden among soothing greens.
even if he will b the first one to break the ice,to say sorry-it will b ONLY he n ONLY he to whom u wud b going to talk ,to open ur heart.so it doesnt matter if u say sorry first.its gr8 to b loved by smeone.get his love back at the earliest.
*give ur partner the utmost importance in ur life,the first preference.leave everything aside for him-all the social frnds,the busy chores,other fun.he is most fun to b with.he's important.he's yours,only yours.be his n love his life
@retain ur differences n individual strong identities n learn to njoy thm.if 2 ppl are absolutely similar thr's no charm left if life.maintaing one's own individuality while still respecting the partner's need is imp. no two ppl are the same but the idea of being wedded is to come together n understand each other.its abt compassion n harmony
@respect is a imp key factor. n give space to each other
@the glue tht keeps a marriage together is the ability to let each other b the way he/she is.trying to force anything-ur habits likes dislikes friends on ur partner will make him suffocated.
@live n let live n thts his favorite.
@enjoy waking up next to each other with luv in ur eyes n cherish tht feeling of absolute joy
@let the child remain in u beside being mature.
@to adapt from living all by urself to being with someone else ,a lot of flexibility is needed
@a marriage works if it has to despite kids n profession..give ur full worth to the relationship n leave beside ur ego
cheers n njoy life.
Marriage mantra's 2.....Relationship Rules...Some Dont's.....
these are the things i learned being married...being married to pawan-a gifted n wonderful person who taught me life...n who's finest of human being
some dont's-----
*dnt make an issue over little things.overlook thm n u'll find tht ur opinion makes a lot more weight in big things.
*dnt b afraid to compromise-compromise dsnt mean giving in.it's simply an adult way of acknowledging tht thr r points of view other thn ur own
*dnt b alarmed if u n ur partner differ abt some things.relationship is a partnership,not a merger of identities.instead try to adjst to each other choice occasionally.
*dnt keep fretting over irretrievable mistakes.everyone makes thm.the best thing is to learn frm thm n thn forget thm.
*dnt nag.ths is the worst thing in a relationship.
*dnt distrust him/her n thr frnds both males n females
.
*whn u love someone the worst u can do is to hide it.
cheers n njoy life jiyo bind
some dont's-----
*dnt make an issue over little things.overlook thm n u'll find tht ur opinion makes a lot more weight in big things.
*dnt b afraid to compromise-compromise dsnt mean giving in.it's simply an adult way of acknowledging tht thr r points of view other thn ur own
*dnt b alarmed if u n ur partner differ abt some things.relationship is a partnership,not a merger of identities.instead try to adjst to each other choice occasionally.
*dnt keep fretting over irretrievable mistakes.everyone makes thm.the best thing is to learn frm thm n thn forget thm.
*dnt nag.ths is the worst thing in a relationship.
*dnt distrust him/her n thr frnds both males n females
.
*whn u love someone the worst u can do is to hide it.
cheers n njoy life jiyo bind
Marriage mantra's 1.....4 every girl.....
this is for every girl every wife to read who's is in a relationship----------
no job,no hobby,no activity can compare with the drama n exhilaration of living with a man
*study ur man,as if he were a strange n rare n fascinating guy n constantly changing
*take pride in his strength n acheivements but analyze his areas of weakness,too.
*Think n Learn-
"u hav fallen in love.ur dazzled by a man's brilliance,his confidence,his charm.u hav yet to encounter his uncertainties n inadequacies.but ths is whr u can really luv him,really help him,really b a partner".
*respect his wrk.whn u marry a man,u also marry his job.at times u may even feel tht the job comes bfr u.it doesnt really,but doing his wrk well means as much to a man as motherhood to a woman.
moreever he wud come ONLY to u after his job.n he is doing his job well ONLY for u.its u for whm he's wrking,earning more to live best.
*learn the tricy n challenging art of absorption.a lot of grls regard thnselves as divinely appointed recieving stations for love.thy r constantly concerned abt hw much attention n affection thy r getting.certainly a gal is entitled to luv n loyalty but she also has to b ready to absorb irritatbility on the part of her guy at times-flashes of displaced anger,discontent with his own performance.ths things hav to find an outlet smewhr.if a grl can think of herself as a kind of lightning rod tht conducts fear n frustation harmlessely into the ground,not only will she b of inestimable value to her hubby but she will grow tremendously as a person herself.
*let ur man knw tht u need him.if u feel uncared,unloved n sincerely want a solution to all,thn go to ur man.ask him to put his arms around u.whn he does,say to him,"darling,im'hurt,im'unhappy n i think u knw y.im ur partner.plz hold me"thts all u need to do.the admission of ur need of luv will wrk miracles tht no amount of anger can do.
*use ur talents.if u hav a gift,dnt let it gather dust,use it to expand ur relationshp.
REMEMBER-
even whn a man becomes successful n knows it,sme hidden,sensitive part of him continues to need the unquestioning support n loyalty of a loving woman.
most men desperately need a sounding board against which to test ideas,hopes,dreams,ambitions,problems,inner conflicts tht thy cant resolve alone.thy need a woman to whm thy can confide thr innermost thoughts n feelings without the fear of ridicule or rejection.
thr r also times whn a grl has to b silent,has to bite her toungue,hold back the sharp words tht will turn an argument into a fight or a bad situation into a worse one.
whnever an argument arises between u n ur guy-n he shouts n says rude things to u n u feel like yelling back at him-jst b quiet.hold back ur words n recite in ur mind-ILU
whr the ship of matrimony is concerned,ur hubby may b the engine but ur the rudded-n its the rudder tht determines whr the ship will go.cheeers
no job,no hobby,no activity can compare with the drama n exhilaration of living with a man
*study ur man,as if he were a strange n rare n fascinating guy n constantly changing
*take pride in his strength n acheivements but analyze his areas of weakness,too.
*Think n Learn-
"u hav fallen in love.ur dazzled by a man's brilliance,his confidence,his charm.u hav yet to encounter his uncertainties n inadequacies.but ths is whr u can really luv him,really help him,really b a partner".
*respect his wrk.whn u marry a man,u also marry his job.at times u may even feel tht the job comes bfr u.it doesnt really,but doing his wrk well means as much to a man as motherhood to a woman.
moreever he wud come ONLY to u after his job.n he is doing his job well ONLY for u.its u for whm he's wrking,earning more to live best.
*learn the tricy n challenging art of absorption.a lot of grls regard thnselves as divinely appointed recieving stations for love.thy r constantly concerned abt hw much attention n affection thy r getting.certainly a gal is entitled to luv n loyalty but she also has to b ready to absorb irritatbility on the part of her guy at times-flashes of displaced anger,discontent with his own performance.ths things hav to find an outlet smewhr.if a grl can think of herself as a kind of lightning rod tht conducts fear n frustation harmlessely into the ground,not only will she b of inestimable value to her hubby but she will grow tremendously as a person herself.
*let ur man knw tht u need him.if u feel uncared,unloved n sincerely want a solution to all,thn go to ur man.ask him to put his arms around u.whn he does,say to him,"darling,im'hurt,im'unhappy n i think u knw y.im ur partner.plz hold me"thts all u need to do.the admission of ur need of luv will wrk miracles tht no amount of anger can do.
*use ur talents.if u hav a gift,dnt let it gather dust,use it to expand ur relationshp.
REMEMBER-
even whn a man becomes successful n knows it,sme hidden,sensitive part of him continues to need the unquestioning support n loyalty of a loving woman.
most men desperately need a sounding board against which to test ideas,hopes,dreams,ambitions,problems,inner conflicts tht thy cant resolve alone.thy need a woman to whm thy can confide thr innermost thoughts n feelings without the fear of ridicule or rejection.
thr r also times whn a grl has to b silent,has to bite her toungue,hold back the sharp words tht will turn an argument into a fight or a bad situation into a worse one.
whnever an argument arises between u n ur guy-n he shouts n says rude things to u n u feel like yelling back at him-jst b quiet.hold back ur words n recite in ur mind-ILU
whr the ship of matrimony is concerned,ur hubby may b the engine but ur the rudded-n its the rudder tht determines whr the ship will go.cheeers
Monday, April 12, 2010
distance between the hearts.....
ever thought y do ppl shout whn thy are angry?
whn two ppl are annoyed frm each other , the distance between thr hearts increase manifold n so thy hav to shout at each other to convey wht thy are trying to say to thr associate even whn thr both are standing next to each other.the more thy are angry at each other,thy need to shout more to cover the distance tht crops up between thm in thr hearts n thr souls.
whn ur in luv ,exactly the opposite happen.instead of shouting thy start whispering coz thr's either no or minimun distance between thr hearts,thy understand heartbeats even.n the more ths luv happens,increases,the need to talk in voice ends.thy can understand each other by simply looking at each other .thy start understanding the language of eyes,the expressions...thy are in love..thts the beauty,truth,fact of being in luv...
whn ever we need to contradict someone or criticize someone.discuss smething with someone or need to get angry at someone..do tht but nvr increase the distance between ur hearts so tht u hav to shout back...n dnt ever let tht distance increase so much tht it seems impossible to cover up tht distance in ur luv ,in ur life..
n hug ppl u luv n tell thm hw much u luv thm n care for thm n dnt let distance crop up between hearts coz whn thy are gone,no matter hw much loud u shout thy wnt hear u anymore....
so discuss ,criticize,get annoyed,contradict but nvr let distance crop up between hearts...
whn two ppl are annoyed frm each other , the distance between thr hearts increase manifold n so thy hav to shout at each other to convey wht thy are trying to say to thr associate even whn thr both are standing next to each other.the more thy are angry at each other,thy need to shout more to cover the distance tht crops up between thm in thr hearts n thr souls.
whn ur in luv ,exactly the opposite happen.instead of shouting thy start whispering coz thr's either no or minimun distance between thr hearts,thy understand heartbeats even.n the more ths luv happens,increases,the need to talk in voice ends.thy can understand each other by simply looking at each other .thy start understanding the language of eyes,the expressions...thy are in love..thts the beauty,truth,fact of being in luv...
whn ever we need to contradict someone or criticize someone.discuss smething with someone or need to get angry at someone..do tht but nvr increase the distance between ur hearts so tht u hav to shout back...n dnt ever let tht distance increase so much tht it seems impossible to cover up tht distance in ur luv ,in ur life..
n hug ppl u luv n tell thm hw much u luv thm n care for thm n dnt let distance crop up between hearts coz whn thy are gone,no matter hw much loud u shout thy wnt hear u anymore....
so discuss ,criticize,get annoyed,contradict but nvr let distance crop up between hearts...
Monday, April 5, 2010
walking past tht tree on the lake......
on the lone border of lake
memories float up
images flash like lightining
nostalgia of tht silent power
of luv.........
passion of holding hands
in tht hour of gentleness
nostalgia of tht willed power
of toghterness......
time may nvr come back
toghterness may nvr b thr
but
those memories
will always b alive........
stirring nostalgia......
Saturday, April 3, 2010
Sweetness sadness......
Not in the evening's eyes
when thy are red with weeping tears
for the sun tht dies
sits sorrow with a face so fair
nowhere but here did ever meet
sweetness so sad,sadness so sweet
when thy are red with weeping tears
for the sun tht dies
sits sorrow with a face so fair
nowhere but here did ever meet
sweetness so sad,sadness so sweet
Life is 2 short.....
life is too short to let even one day be
frenzied or frazzled or frittered away
life is too short not to take time to
do things tht hold most meaning to u...
so.....
let yourself float like a leaf on a stream
relax with ur memories
let urself dream....
throw out tht impossibly long list of errands
dance a few steps to a favourite song
turn off tv n set aside newspapers
go find someone real
who'll listen n talk n affirm wht u feel
life is too short n flies by if u let it
so....
choose n feel wht u want everyday
n go get it
frenzied or frazzled or frittered away
life is too short not to take time to
do things tht hold most meaning to u...
so.....
let yourself float like a leaf on a stream
relax with ur memories
let urself dream....
throw out tht impossibly long list of errands
dance a few steps to a favourite song
turn off tv n set aside newspapers
go find someone real
who'll listen n talk n affirm wht u feel
life is too short n flies by if u let it
so....
choose n feel wht u want everyday
n go get it
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